i read through the list
it made it seem easier to make the choices choices make to stay half-way sane
but, when i walked through the room, i must have been lazier
because i gave up looking and sat down again

maybe i was caught up in the dance or in the drink, but get this through your skull
don't get caught up in me
you'll get another chanceor another breath, but get this through your skull
you've never met me
come on let's go
you don't want to know what i know
and if you make it home alright,
your luck runs out the next night
come on let's go
here's to hoping for a bright tomorrow
but when they find the pieces,
they'll never know the reasons

([Screaming:] because i cut the faces out of photographsand traces of your life will turn up traceless with your death deprived of stasis)

so sleep secureand rest assured that you're beautiful
with trigger pulled

maybe i was caught up in the dance or in the drink, but get this through your skull
don't get caught up in me
you'll get another chanceor another breath, but get this through your skull
you've never met me
come on let's go
you don't want to know what i know
and if you make it home alright,
your luck runs out the next night
come on let's go
here's to hoping for a bright tomorrow
but when they find the pieces,
they'll never know the reasons

tonight i've seen so many drinks i think my brain is playing tricks on me
you've been the constant constantly connecting me to everything
sothank you for the visions: three incisions; bullet blasted backs
i'm back - this tangent took me and you're the one who gets one more night of peace